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new journal! no one is adding ot commenting on it.. gr.
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-lara
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| my story. |
[24 Jun 2005|02:29pm] |
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take my story and use it as an example, please.
the only way you can understand how precious life is, is if it is almost takin away from you in a split second. yesterday morning i made the mistake of getting in my car and driving drunk. i dont recall doing this, thats how fucking plastered i was. andrea witnessed that. falling asleep at the wheel, i cut across 2 lanes of on-coming traffic nearly t boneing a car but by the grace of god missed them, if i would of hit them i could of taken their life. this thus causeing me to wrap my truck around a tree and hitting a concrete wall head on. i woke up from being un concious to my air bags deployed, confused, and to a man (my guardian angel)helping me get out of my mangled vehicle. once i saw the blood all over i litteraly freaked out. screaming and screaming then passing out. once i got to the hospital they backboaded me, straped me down and treated me as if i had a broken neck. this was the scariest thing ever. i got about 12 x-rays on my neck and back and 2 cat scans. the air bag burned and scraped my whole left shoulder, left arm, and the left side of my neck.. my nose is swollen and im starting to get balck eyes. if my cousin had left with me like i wanted her to she would of prob been killed because i had turned off my passenger air bag for my little newpew who i had hung out with the day before and i forgot to turn it back on. she would of flew right though the window and i dont think i could ever live with out her. everyone at the scene of the accident said i should of died and the man who helped me out of the truck actually thought i was dead until i woke up. i was wearing no seat belt and hit the tree and the cement wall at 50 mph. its makes me even more confused because i feel like i didnt deserve to come out the way i did. yes, i was in the hostpial all day but nothing was broken, no brain damage from my concussion, everything will heal with time. im just in a great deal of pain 24/7. why did i desevere to live and nick dyer, matt perret, and evan ghramn had to pay the price? if i would of died yesterday morning i would of left behind my family that does nothing but worry about me because i am the way i am, a boyfriend who really does care about me (though some disagree) he would of been heartbroken, a best friend who i woudlnt even know what to do if she left me (alee i fucking love you), a million and one friends, and just a precious life that was givin to me to make something out of, not to cut it short. i just wanted to aploigize to everyone that i made worry yesterday (though most everyone really didnt know about it) because i now understand the actions and decisions i make will effect everyone i come in contact with, even innocent people. i love everyone who cares for me and i want everyone who reads this think twice and look at me as an example, not being lucky, but it could of been way worse, i shouldnt even be here right now.
ALEE- i love you to death, thank you for what you put on livejournal because your prayers were answered, you know how bad it could of been but i got lucky. i would nevber be able to live with out you. <3
ANDREA- thank you for caring so much. you really dont know how it made me feel to know someone that was once my best friend still worries and cares about me. it really means alot. i love you!
♥ lara
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[20 Jun 2005|02:07am] |
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okey, i PROMISE this is the last time im going to do this. but i HATE this journal so i made anew one.. again. haha. PLEASE ADD ME, i love you all so you ALL better add me =]
fucking_rawr
add it bitches!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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[13 Jun 2005|12:56pm] |
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PLEASE!</h>
* Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
* I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
* If I were to [apply] an o'clock to you, it would be...
* I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
* I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
* I will tell you what ANIMAL you remind me of.
* I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
* Put this in YOUR journal.
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| HEY YOU! |
[03 Jun 2005|10:49am] |
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APRIL! call me as soon as you read this. i need you for somehting.
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| mm.. i love this <3. |
[26 Apr 2005|01:43pm] |
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"so its up the stairs out of view, no prying eyes. i poured some wine. i asked your name, you asked the time. now its 2 o' clock. the club is closed, were up the block. your hands on me. im pressing hard against your jeans. your tounge is in my mouth. trying to keep the words from coming out. you didnt care who could have been you before. you said "it feels good" i said "ill give it a try". lets just keep touching.." ♥
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| the date says it all. 4-20 |
[20 Apr 2005|02:45pm] |
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we all give thanks for one thing or another everyday. but today is different;
happy international pot smoking day everyone. i hope everyone has at least one "high" light in their day today.
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[14 Apr 2005|03:01pm] |
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burnt the fuck out. |
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worthless, is one word to sum it all up.
im off to go missing for another month or two again.
catch you later.
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[10 Mar 2005|03:44pm] |
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blazed son. |
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sublime- smoke two joints. |
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"smoke cigerettes till the day she dies"
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| hahahaha.. HA. lol <3 |
[28 Feb 2005|06:30pm] |
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You Are Absinthe |
You are a sloppy drunk, purposely so
If drinking doesn't make you feel crazy, it's not any fun
Truth be told, you tend to prefer drugs to drinking
But you'd never pass up any absinthe that came your way! |
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| lara's life as we know it. |
[23 Feb 2005|10:47am] |
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killswitch. |
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so im thinking im going to keep the single streak going for a while yet again.
the whole "boyfriend" thing just brings in way to much drama.
so im over it.
lifes back to normal now i suppose.
and i like it this way.
"no worries"
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
ps. im a new employee of HOLLISTER. swwwwwwwwwwwweet.
that is what made my day.
oh yeah, and the mad burn sessions with zaaaack and coooody.
later gator.
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| OMFG! |
[18 Feb 2005|04:15pm] |
WHAT: 2-3 kegs. martini bar. band. food. F-U-N!
WHEN: tomorrow! like 2 in the afternoon
WHERE: chelsea's house. call my cell for directions.
WHY: lara's 17th bday. COME GET CRUNK WITH ME. if i like you, your invited. this is also in honor of 2 other bdays.
come come come!
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[11 Feb 2005|03:33pm] |
and its short just like your temper. <3
  
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[09 Feb 2005|10:14am] |
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if today is feb 9th that means,
my birthday is in 10 days
fucking rad huh. i bought alee a keg for her birthday maybe she will return the favor ;0] hehehe. that would be an amazing birthday present.
yesterday, was CHILL. didnt do much at all. eric and i had the DANKEST sushi EVER! omg it was so good. im addicted now. i played halo for like 5 hours. surfed a bit in that fucking FREEZING water. and thats about it. today should prob consist of the same although i could really get my drink on. we'll see.
But when the sun is shining
But when the weather is sweet
You've got to get up off the floor
And move your dancin' feet
But when you feel jah music
But when you feel it inside
I've the rockin' an' the rollin'
And the feelin' everything just fine
yeeeessa.
<3 la-ra
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| to those who make me smile, i wont forget what you do for me. <3 |
[08 Feb 2005|01:06am] |
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slightly stoopid- acoustic roots. |
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theClubDrKid19: and <3 X 11060640620256782687234780280724872283728752357829521921549762549254217942194521497154987219485234231945
i love my friends.
fuck all the dumb bitches
cause im living my life the irie way
go put your head up your ass shit eater
get over your fuck ass self
and im saying this now,
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE SKANK
everyone else, i love you.
goodfuckingnight
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| yippie. |
[03 Feb 2005|12:29pm] |
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watch out costa rica
here i come
june 5th - july 24th
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| OMFG |
[29 Jan 2005|12:19pm] |
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bob. duh. |
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so i have a boyfriend?
WEIRD
its been a while i must say
but i ACTUALLY like him haha
and hes ammazing.
and hes all miiiiiiiiine. ♥
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[28 Jan 2005|01:09pm] |
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irie ♥♥♥ |
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♥ "strange, this feeling im feeling
but jah love we will always believe in
i know you may think my faith is in vain
til shiloh we'll chant Rastafari's name" ♥
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| vibes is getting HIGHER.. |
[26 Jan 2005|04:30pm] |
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buju- good times. |
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"holding the one you love close real tight
true sensational pure infinate
the mood the setting the time is right
come on baby lets dance"
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